ONCE AGAIN (the translation)

once again
for the umpteenth time 
heart hurt again 
disappointed and sad and not sulk 
so ravenous persuaded sense whatsoever, 
and also submit to dumb down
the foot step away
brings full life-tested by a human loved ones 
this might be my divine destiny 
to go back but I do not know if that would be 
If I return not to complain 
but to bring the proof that today is the success of my tears and my victory in the other day ....
God Willing ....